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3rd-Dec-2009 03:01 am - tweet tweet.
An early death...

  • 09:16 one stats midterm and an exam. not to mention, not much sleep. not my day. #

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2nd-Dec-2009 03:01 am - tweet tweet.
An early death...
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1st-Dec-2009 03:01 am - tweet tweet.
An early death...

  • 17:09 i'm tired, even though i sleep a lot. i need money; time for the corner. #

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30th-Nov-2009 03:46 pm - stolen from siege.
CRZY HA-CHAN
You know how sometimes people on your friendslist post about stuff going on in their life, and all of a sudden you think "Wait a minute? Since when were they working THERE? Since when were they dating HIM/HER? Since when???" And then you wonder how you could have missed all that seemingly pretty standard information, but somehow you feel too ashamed to ask for clarification because it seems like info you should already know? It happens to all of us sometimes.

Please copy the topics below, erase my answers and put yours in their place, and then post it in your journal! Please elaborate on the questions that would benefit from elaboration. One-Word-Answers seldom help anyone out. (:


a little bit about me. )

Don't we all just love talking about ourselves?
29th-Nov-2009 04:28 pm - got your heart in a headlock.
An early death...
I recently completed what is quite possibly one of, if not the best, pieces of nonfiction I’ve ever read. Written by Kyria Abrahams, I’m Perfect, You’re Doomed is an amazingly honest piece of work that gives us the details of Abrahams’s life, from her childhood to her early twenties. Raised as a Jehovah’s Witness, she was raised to believe unconditionally that all those around her that were not also Witnesses were surely and inevitably going to die by some horrible giant hailstones of wrath from Jehovah God himself when Armageddon and “The New System” finally came about. When I saw the book in the back of my sister’s car, I immediately picked it up just because it was literature, and was even more intrigued to hear the tale of someone who had found their own way to live from something that, in my opinion, brainwashes its own believers to “plant the seeds” of knowing of the option of Jehovah instead of an eternal death; their depictions of Paradise consist of children hugging friendly lions, parrots in tress, sharing with some form of pygmy, and various other holy beings of Jehovah God. Although my religious background is not nearly as “extreme” as that of Jehovah’s Witnesses, I can say that what the tapestry she spins is quite the truth. People are raised to believe in something from the moment they can comprehend English or their native language, and that is all they know, all they grow up with. Looking back on the churches and whatnot I was forced to attend as a child, I don’t think I could ever bring myself to do that to my children, were I ever to have any. It is a choice that someone should be allowed to make by themselves. Of course, I probably would’ve spoken differently eight or nine years ago, but you come to certain realizations when you get older; when people can’t seem, somehow, wrap their minds around the fact that I don’t believe there is a god or gods, I can’t seem to wrap my mind around how they missed some miniscule detail I didn’t that allowed my mind to develop enough to make decisions for myself instead of relying on only what’s around me, i.e. parents, family, et cetera. It isn’t a matter of whether you only know one thing and that’s just it. Wouldn’t you want to learn about other options? Broaden horizons? Shouldn’t, as human beings, we be able to adapt to a myriad of environments or situations and not stay in a set mind-sphere? I also feel that, if you choose to believe in something, you should do it with a little reserve and tact, instead of blurting things like “Oh my God, are you an atheist? How can you not believe in God? Are you one of those fucking Satanists?” and trying to convert anyone who doesn’t believe the same way they do. I find missionaries and those door-to-door “Pioneers” to be one of the most off-putting and entirely disgusting “elements” of (a) religion(s). You don’t see me waving around signs that say, “Fuck off, Christian or otherwise assholes, I’m an atheist and I was actually given a purpose: to discount everything that you basically are and tell you that your god died a long time ago. Also, I enjoy giving homemade abortions with my favorite hanger to your Christian daughters because they couldn’t keep away from that darn Billy kid from Sunday school and his effeminate friend Raul. At the same time. All while Raul worked on Billy. Haha.” A little harsh, but I’m sure you see the point. It blows my mind how just plain idiotic some people are. Anyway, just a small rant. Be sure to read her book, it’s seriously amazing and enlightening. I do believe she has a LJ.
27th-Nov-2009 03:03 am - tweet tweet.
An early death...

  • 22:09 happy thanksgiving. got a date on saturday. i hope it goes well. #

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26th-Nov-2009 03:03 am - tweet tweet.
An early death...

  • 12:54 i'm at my sister's... remind me to never ride with my mother so late at night for about 5.5 hours straight. ugh. anyway, happy wednesday. #

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25th-Nov-2009 03:03 am - tweet tweet.
An early death...

  • 13:18 FUCK my life. Why the hell did English have to meet early for this stupid Indian food trip? Goddammit! I'm incredibly pissed. I missed it. #

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24th-Nov-2009 03:04 am - tweet tweet.
An early death...
  • 09:19 @CartoonReaction PEANUT BUTTER JELLY!! PEANUT BUTTER JELLY WITH A BASEBALL BAT!! :D #
  • 09:20 clearly, it's too early to be up to be functioning normally. i don't like mondays. #
  • 00:16 I'm banging my head against the wall here. I'm tied up, bound and gagged; not even in a good way. What am I supposed to do? Life is just… #
  • 00:19 Just way too complicated. I feel terrible for my sister. She got upset today about thanksgiving. She wants it to be normal for once, and… #
  • 00:21 My mom continues to make that a nearly impossible task. I can't define normal, but I know how she feels. I wish it were easier. It's so sad… #
  • 00:24 …when your kids don't even want you to attend family events because of the way you live. I mean, my sis was near tears. Oh god… #
  • 00:25 And did I mention? I hate this season, both in weather terms and aesthetic terms. The "holidays" don't interest me at all. #
  • 01:06 @therainsmelody I know, I love you too. It sucks, though. You know? I want to see you over winter break, ho. ♥ #
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23rd-Nov-2009 03:03 am - tweet tweet.
An early death...
  • 22:07 trying to think of what to do for thanksgiving and christmas... hopefully i'll see billy over winter break, but i have no idea where i'll... #
  • 22:07 ...spend christmas. i feel like if i don't get a plan together now, nothing will happen. oh, what to do, what to do... #
  • 22:16 also, i recently realized that i look really, really, really weird from the side, but fine from the front. what the hell? #
  • 22:27 @Marlee2552 lol, nah, he's 27 - too old for me. we're very close friends though. :D #
  • 22:33 i've been toying with adobe flash cs3... it's fabulous. kyounichi.deviantart.com/ #
  • 00:49 personally, i liked lady gaga's AMA performance a lot more than that lambert guy's. he can be raunchy all he wants, but those of us - #
  • 00:50 who have already revealed our gayness are way ahead of him. silly, silly lambert. #
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