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zakkary09@gmail.com — Wed, 23 Dec 2009 08:03:07 GMT

18:53 My sister and her boyfriend are lushes. #
00:44 @ChibiSeme I MISS YOU ALREADY, BB >: #

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zakkary09@gmail.com — Tue, 22 Dec 2009 08:03:41 GMT

12:40 FFVII Advent Children Complete is a whole new thing for me. I really like it. #
20:49 @Takusen You can stay with us, totally! >: I command it! However. We do have at least 7 people already. We're hoping to devise a plan... #
20:50 @Takusen that consists of not everyone trying to sleep in the room at once, to make it easier on everyone. Surely not every single person - #
20:52 @Takusen needs to be in there at the same time, right? Anyway. We can do it ;D It'll be super cheap, too. Like $43. #
20:56 @Takusen AWRIGHT! lulz. Glad to have you, bb >: #
21:00 @Takusen ME TOO! 8D Total atm: Me, CJ, Jenna, Caro, Kat, Marlee, my friend Chelsea, Caitlin, and our friend Miranda. #

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zakkary09@gmail.com — Mon, 21 Dec 2009 08:04:10 GMT

14:45 Hrm, not sure what to think of today. I look pretty good though. :D @flaming_nerd UNDR THA FRIDG? lulz. #
16:52 For a video game-to-movie soundtrack, the FFVII: AC OST is rather awesome. #
01:56 Brewing some tea with milk and honey. I'm sad. I really am. Me and Billy are fighting. ;o; I just... I don't even know anymore. #

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zakkary09@gmail.com — Sun, 20 Dec 2009 08:02:48 GMT

19:21 @flaming_nerd You never talk to me... ;o; #
22:00 @flaming_nerd You should eat. ;o; #

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zakkary09@gmail.com — Sat, 19 Dec 2009 08:03:42 GMT

15:17 i wanna see assassination of a high school president when it comes out. #
18:46 @swmminchick09 Where I'm at, it's already been snowing all day. :/ I don't really like it, though. #
18:47 Is it bad that I really don't like it when people get the lyrics to a song wrong and think they know more about than I do, when they don't? #
18:48 Okay, so I'm a Nazi about it. At least when I'm singing off-key, I'm singing the right off-key words. #
23:28 My sister is pretty funny when she's drunk. #
01:25 It's not so much fun when people pull your hair - nonsexily; and then spit beer in your face. I'm glad my friends don't do this kinda thing. #
01:39 @ChibiSeme Yeah... My sister was pulling my hair trying to get me to drink. Not fun. She's way gone. And her boyfriend was sucking spilled - #
01:40 @ChibiSeme beer off of the table, something I refused to do, and then all of a sudden turned and spit it in my face. I tried to be calm - #
01:41 @ChibiSeme and just walk away so I could wash out my hair and my face. He didn't want to move until I threatened to like bitchslap him. #
01:43 @ChibiSeme Normally it's calm and easygoing, but tonight it was like, OMGYEAH DRINKING SNOWED IN. I'm just like, I want it to be New Years. #
01:46 @ChibiSeme Thanks hunny. :D I love you. You guys are much more amazing to drink with; I get to seduce the boyfriends. :x I think it's done. #
02:04 @ChibiSeme Yeah... Me too ;o; Have a fabulous time in Las Vegas! I think I'm off to bed now. Have fun packing!! <3 #

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zakkary09@gmail.com — Fri, 18 Dec 2009 08:03:44 GMT

18:02 @ChibiSeme I'm gonna miss you over New Years! ROFL, you may be missing something(s), hehe. -nudges- YAKNOW?! ;o; #
18:24 @ChibiSeme OHYES. Yes we will. :'D I know you'll have a great time too, though. Love you! <3 I'm off to eat and play FFXI. #
19:36 @flaming_nerd Hey you, I miss you. Am I gonna see you over New Years? ;o; #

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zakkary09@gmail.com — Thu, 17 Dec 2009 08:04:10 GMT

21:04 My sister: "You need to meet a nice boy, like Derek. He's kind-of a hottie. And he's so responsible and smart and cute. And taken." Me: ;o; #

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zakkary09@gmail.com — Wed, 16 Dec 2009 08:06:21 GMT

16:14 @CartoonReaction COME TO JENNA'S AND SEE ME ;o; #
16:59 @CartoonReaction Yes ma'am. All alone because Jenna and Cj are at work atm. Caro is with her mom, I think. Leaving later though, 6.30pm. #
23:59 I really don't enjoy riding the freaking Greyhound to go places. I mean, it's better than nothing, but not much. It's just so...boring. #

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zakkary09@gmail.com — Tue, 15 Dec 2009 08:03:08 GMT

08:41 greyhound today @ 7pm. bound for west virginia, because billy grimes fails at everything. a day full of FFXI and packing? i think. #

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zakkary09@gmail.com — Mon, 14 Dec 2009 08:03:05 GMT

05:13 @Takusen rofl. #
06:48 goddammit, gmail standard view isn't working, hasn't since yesterday. wtf, comp? #

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zakkary09@gmail.com — Sun, 13 Dec 2009 08:02:59 GMT

04:24 @Takusen you never annoy me! >:D #
17:49 ffxi is interesting. didn't think i'd like it. #

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zakkary09@gmail.com — Sat, 12 Dec 2009 08:03:05 GMT

21:08 k-on is a pretty good anime, so far. #
00:58 @therainsmelody for some reason, i have no idea who this fabulous person is. #

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zakkary09@gmail.com — Fri, 11 Dec 2009 08:03:11 GMT

22:59 hm. all i'm waiting for is everything. #
23:16 i swear, some people aggravate the hell outta me. #
23:44 @Takusen i like it. lol. #
01:52 @Takusen @flaming_nerd i like milk and honey when my throat hurts ;o; #

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zakkary09@gmail.com — Thu, 10 Dec 2009 08:03:18 GMT

09:35 /fail #
11:53 @justbabel you poor thing. ear muffs? :D #
11:54 finished my last exam, now for a much-desired break... goodbye autumn quarter. #
12:56 @Marlee2552 aw i'm sorry. i still love you. :D #
15:54 i like chrome's new extensions... they're quite nifty. also, i realized today that with school gone, i have nothing to do. honestly. #

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zakkary09@gmail.com — Wed, 09 Dec 2009 08:02:40 GMT

06:49 @Pandaplz Happy birthday :D #

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zakkary09@gmail.com — Tue, 08 Dec 2009 08:02:46 GMT

20:25 UGH. STUFFY NOSEEE GO AWAYY~ #

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zakkary09@gmail.com — Mon, 07 Dec 2009 08:02:53 GMT

00:24 @therainsmelody How sweet. Lovey dovey! :D #

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zakkary09@gmail.com — Fri, 04 Dec 2009 12:08:04 GMT

Not sure about how I feel about the whole thing. It's like, I could fall asleep through the entire thing and not be angry when I wake up, honestly. I have yet to really enjoy a Christmas since I was about twelve. It's not, by far, my favorite holiday in any way. I sort-of came up with this schedule thing, but I'm debating on how it'll really be. I'll have to see what all of these people are actually doing at what times through the month, and plan accordingly. I'm thinking...

December 10-December 17: With Billy, in either San Antonio, TX, or some other part of the US
December 17-December 22: With pochibubblytea and others in Columbus
December 22-December 27: With my sister in West Virginia
December 27-January 1: No idea
January 2: Back to the dorm

So, it's mostly undecided, but not quite. Onto other things...

Somehow I need to get some money so that I can turn my T-Mobile back on, before it gets really bad. I haven't had any for a while, and it totally sucks. I have to wait until my refund for winter quarter. I also have a car issue to deal with, as in finding something to do with the junk that I have now. I'm hoping to get my sister's car from her, considering that she said we can work out some sort of payment arrangement, because it's a 1997-8 Dodge Intrepid, and quite a step up from my precious failure. This won't be for a bit though, until I am able to get back down there and give her a little first payment. Probably around Christmas, which may prove to be quite a nice "present."

I'll be making a wishlist soon enough. I just wanted to do a quick little ranty update, because it's 7.06am right now and I need to get a little nap until about 11am or noon.

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zakkary09@gmail.com — Thu, 03 Dec 2009 08:01:16 GMT

09:16 one stats midterm and an exam. not to mention, not much sleep. not my day. #

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zakkary09@gmail.com — Wed, 02 Dec 2009 08:01:17 GMT

14:28 @flaming_nerd thanks, south park. :D #

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zakkary09@gmail.com — Tue, 01 Dec 2009 08:01:09 GMT

17:09 i'm tired, even though i sleep a lot. i need money; time for the corner. #

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zakkary09@gmail.com — Mon, 30 Nov 2009 20:46:11 GMT

You know how sometimes people on your friendslist post about stuff going on in their life, and all of a sudden you think "Wait a minute? Since when were they working THERE? Since when were they dating HIM/HER? Since when???" And then you wonder how you could have missed all that seemingly pretty standard information, but somehow you feel too ashamed to ask for clarification because it seems like info you should already know? It happens to all of us sometimes.

Please copy the topics below, erase my answers and put yours in their place, and then post it in your journal! Please elaborate on the questions that would benefit from elaboration. One-Word-Answers seldom help anyone out. (:

1. First Name
My first name is legally Zackary, although growing up I never really liked it. In fact, I hated the whole thing and I demanded that people call me Zack. Looking back, I don't know why I thought it was so bad. I'm neutral for the most part, but I'm really getting used to Zackary. Sometimes I even spell it weird, with two k's, like Zakk Wylde.

2. Age
I'm eighteen. I don't really feel very different, except now I can get in a club and buy porn and cigarettes. I'll be nineteen pretty soon, in February. I don't think that'll feel very different either. Not very optimistic, am I? Haha.

3. Location
Currently, my body is in Lima, Ohio, but my heart is in Seattle, Washington. It is a big dream of mine to move there once I finish college; maybe even before I finish. I know it'll take me far away from those I love the most, but I want to be happy. Columbus is big, I know, but it's Ohio. I'm tired of this place. Nothing but bad memories. I recently talked to my mom, and decided that we weren't getting anywhere. I've confirmed that I'm too thick-headed to be close again because she refuses to change. I will not live with that haunting feeling: it's her.

4. Occupation
I'm a full-time student, but I wouldn't mind having a job.

5. Partner?
Single, at the moment. I think I could use someone, but whatever. It'll come when it does. I haven't dated anyone in a long time.

6. Kids
Nope, I love 'em. But I don't want my own.

7. Brothers/Sisters
Well, I have three half-brothers that I never talk to. Then my sister Michelle, who lives in West Virginia, and then my other sister, pochibubblytea .
I love them both. They're pretty amazing.

8. Pets
I had an amazing cat named Landon, but I couldn't bring him to college with me, so he went to a kennel... I really loved him.

9. List the 3-5 biggest things going on in your life
1. College
2. Sleeping
3. Finding a job
4. Friends
5. Music

I've listed those in the order they seem to present themselves. Sometimes, it seems like sleeping should go above college. I hope it doesn't come to that.

10. Parents
My father was Randall Yarbrough, lived in Lynn Haven, Florida, for most of his life, and died in January 2003 at 58. I wish I knew him better. He was a good person.

My mom still lives in Marion, Ohio, and she goes by Patricia Townsend. She does things to upset me and, after all these years, she still doesn't understand anything about me. She had no idea where I wanted my life to go, what I wanted to become, where I was going. She didn't bother to ask because she "didn't want to do the wrong thing." So instead of maybe doing something right, she doesn't do anything at all, to avoid changing it at all. It's been the same for the last 5 years, and I hate it. Clearly, I don't get along with her.

11. Some of your closest friends
My closest friends are pochibubblytea , caroline_chan , brauchen_dich , cosplaynekokat , monkeefan1 , Chelsea, and Kelly. Those last two live in my dorm; I wouldn't survive without them.

Don't we all just love talking about ourselves?

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zakkary09@gmail.com — Sun, 29 Nov 2009 21:29:03 GMT

I recently completed what is quite possibly one of, if not the best, pieces of nonfiction I’ve ever read. Written by Kyria Abrahams, I’m Perfect, You’re Doomed is an amazingly honest piece of work that gives us the details of Abrahams’s life, from her childhood to her early twenties. Raised as a Jehovah’s Witness, she was raised to believe unconditionally that all those around her that were not also Witnesses were surely and inevitably going to die by some horrible giant hailstones of wrath from Jehovah God himself when Armageddon and “The New System” finally came about. When I saw the book in the back of my sister’s car, I immediately picked it up just because it was literature, and was even more intrigued to hear the tale of someone who had found their own way to live from something that, in my opinion, brainwashes its own believers to “plant the seeds” of knowing of the option of Jehovah instead of an eternal death; their depictions of Paradise consist of children hugging friendly lions, parrots in tress, sharing with some form of pygmy, and various other holy beings of Jehovah God. Although my religious background is not nearly as “extreme” as that of Jehovah’s Witnesses, I can say that what the tapestry she spins is quite the truth. People are raised to believe in something from the moment they can comprehend English or their native language, and that is all they know, all they grow up with. Looking back on the churches and whatnot I was forced to attend as a child, I don’t think I could ever bring myself to do that to my children, were I ever to have any. It is a choice that someone should be allowed to make by themselves. Of course, I probably would’ve spoken differently eight or nine years ago, but you come to certain realizations when you get older; when people can’t seem, somehow, wrap their minds around the fact that I don’t believe there is a god or gods, I can’t seem to wrap my mind around how they missed some miniscule detail I didn’t that allowed my mind to develop enough to make decisions for myself instead of relying on only what’s around me, i.e. parents, family, et cetera. It isn’t a matter of whether you only know one thing and that’s just it. Wouldn’t you want to learn about other options? Broaden horizons? Shouldn’t, as human beings, we be able to adapt to a myriad of environments or situations and not stay in a set mind-sphere? I also feel that, if you choose to believe in something, you should do it with a little reserve and tact, instead of blurting things like “Oh my God, are you an atheist? How can you not believe in God? Are you one of those fucking Satanists?” and trying to convert anyone who doesn’t believe the same way they do. I find missionaries and those door-to-door “Pioneers” to be one of the most off-putting and entirely disgusting “elements” of (a) religion(s). You don’t see me waving around signs that say, “Fuck off, Christian or otherwise assholes, I’m an atheist and I was actually given a purpose: to discount everything that you basically are and tell you that your god died a long time ago. Also, I enjoy giving homemade abortions with my favorite hanger to your Christian daughters because they couldn’t keep away from that darn Billy kid from Sunday school and his effeminate friend Raul. At the same time. All while Raul worked on Billy. Haha.” A little harsh, but I’m sure you see the point. It blows my mind how just plain idiotic some people are. Anyway, just a small rant. Be sure to read her book, it’s seriously amazing and enlightening. I do believe she has a LJ.

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zakkary09@gmail.com — Fri, 27 Nov 2009 08:03:09 GMT

22:09 happy thanksgiving. got a date on saturday. i hope it goes well. #

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zakkary09@gmail.com — Thu, 26 Nov 2009 08:03:42 GMT

12:54 i'm at my sister's... remind me to never ride with my mother so late at night for about 5.5 hours straight. ugh. anyway, happy wednesday. #

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